I feel lonely and very anxious

Trust me mate, there was a time I was left without a single cent in my pocket I didn't gave up and managed to continue life and find some money aswell. So basically I understand your situation because I've already have passed same phases.
Just try to relax somehow. Your money doesn't make more attractive or friendly, that's the thing you achieve by your internal peace.

 

After a while on nofap negative thoughts and feelings will rise , you surpressed them for a long time , my advice for you would be to observe yourself as you accept these feelings and thoughts, let them be there, there is no need to surpress them anymore, face them and step out of your comfort zone. Trust me , it is actually good sign, your brain is healing right now , dont even think about relapsing, this is not an option for you anymore, this is not who you are any longer. embrace the pain and you will become stronger , you'll find the light at the end of the tunnel and that is where greatness awaits. stay strong brother, pain is a part of the journey.

 

Great words of wisdom "TroubleInParadise"! We've supressed emotions through the numbing effects of PMO and when we are sobering up these feeling resurface. You're exactly right, this is the time to put in even more of a fight and work through the pain. And we must remember not to isolate. We are social animals and it is critical that we look for strength in numbers and talk about what we're are going through. Being a lone wolf does not make a person stronger, it puts them at a disadvantage. We're in this fight together! Stay strong everyone. We will come out the other side as better men.

 

It's only after you have lost everything that you are free to do anything.