I feel like scum

I'm a porn addict, and Im a piece of shit.
I have a furry fetish thats It really drives me crazy, and I don't know why I like it so much.
I have fantasies with beastmans, and I really like lionmans, and muscles and all that stuff.

I haven't watched porn on purpose for months (I've seen it sometimes by "accident" since I had images in my gallery, but deep down I knew I wanted to see it)
and lately I've been seeing a lot of images of that type, but not porn, only showing very muscular, semi-naked beastmans
I haven't seeing genitals, but lately I've been so tempted to see it. I just can't stop watching it, I'm addicted to those kinds of fantasies and I feel like shit.
I feel so bad that I can't control myself, I thought I could because the previous months I didn't have that much desire, but these weeks I have been so close to seeing him. My desires start even when I'm in a video game and I see a muscular man (plus now many characters have very revealing clothes and tempt me more)
I dont play that game anymore, but lately I've seeing so much centaurs and images like that. I dont know what to do.
And the worst thing and what really makes me feel terrible is that I had an account in which I uploaded many furry porn images in which other people followed me. I haven't seen it and of course I haven't uploaded anything else, but the images are still there. Not only was I condemning myself but I was attracting others as well and I feel terribly bad. I can't even delete the account because I have many followers and I'm sad to lose the number. I'm a trash with no self-control and I've been making more people the same as me.

PD: I couldn't take it anymore and deactivated the account, although I have 30 days to return to it, I hope I have the strength to avoid that. I am very sorry, because it is because of sick people like me that many of you also have your problems. I'm really sorry