I don't care anymore

Yup.. Ive been were u are deep in a dark black hole.. Seeing no light at the end of the tunnel.. Even felt like committing suicide sometimes.. Its natural when your dealing with hard relapses.. Thats how serious of a problem PMO is.. It can drive u to lengths u never thought it could.. Just dont give up bro.. Eventually it will pass and youll find that momentum.. Just know that what ur feeling now, I ve felt aswell.. Ur not alone, fr.. Good luck..

 

Sounds like an excuse. It's you who decide to follow the addiction or not. Porn isn't even the problem, it's not obligating you to watch it. You have the choice to do it or not. From what I read in your comment, I think all you need is to develop some ownership for what you do, face the problem, and be a leader with that addictive part of yours. Be a friend to yourself, be honest, and don't let your addictive brain control you.

 

Yessir.. Tough love is sometimes the best kind of love.. Basically "nut up or shut up."

 

I just wanted to watch a couple of porn videos on twitter...instead got here, read some of the comments here, freaked out and all the temptation was suddenly gone.
Proceeding to day 2 !!

 

You need to bring radical changement to your life, like digital getox, that is the best way.

 

In addition you have to understand how to use technology wisely.
Just a detox won't reach the desired results. Also, when you are trying to get rid of a habit, replace it with another one. But this new habit should help you in healing your mental health

 

It is better to nut a few times a week than 3 times a day. If you've started then keep going.

 

Well, yeah.. U think not huh?