It all still hurts but.... I don't care if she never loves me. I don't care if I dont get promoted. I don't care if no one apresiates me. All I want is to be free of my addiction! And that is why I'm not going to relaps. I don' care about the rest.
Something you'll find is that the further you get towards breaking your addiction, the more motivation you'll have, and the more you will end up caring about things like this. It sucks I know, and I feel you; I really do. This feeling will pass and you will rise higher than you ever have but you can't give up like this.
