I come from China and I need help,please.

Excuse me,I come from china and I need help.


Yesterday afternoon, when I was walking, my thoughts reappeared. It said, "I can see the number of broken masturbation when the desire is coming, after learning the danger of continuous masturbation." I have seen the victim case to understand that even if someone has chronic kidney function. Incompletely, I can’t control the number of masturbation, but I immediately said, “That’s because those people don’t think about the danger of continuous masturbation when they want to go up, but you will think about it, so you can control the discontinuity of masturbation.” I think again. When I last broke the ring, I thought I could only masturbate once, and I masturbated six times. But I immediately said, "That is because there is no one day or two before the break, and I can’t control the daily practice of continuous masturbation. Daily insistence on the dangers of continuous masturbation can control discontinuous masturbation." The key is that the thought is also saying, "My current state is very special, just close to the neurasthenic hell. The breaking force of thinking continuous masturbation will be particularly strong, so that the number of times can be controlled"...
So I am really confused now. Is there a case in which people like me who are on the verge of neurasthenic hell use the method of thinking harm to control the frequency of masturbation? Is it possible to control continuous masturbation even if the use of thinking harm is broken? If no one can control the number of masturbation by thinking and treating, what is the principle? Thinking "continuous breaks can lead to neurasthenia" can't control the number of masturbation?


飞翔大哥您好我知道我经常问一些相似的问题，可能您回答起来都觉得奇怪，但是我就是卡在一些认识的不足上，一直还是有地方不明白。您和所有前辈都说遇到怂恿，要不辩不理。但怂恿恰恰就是针对我的认识不足发起的。如果我放任我心中的疑惑不理，我很可能就会觉得心里的声音有可能是对的，所以我面对自己的疑惑没法做到不理睬……难道当您不理怂恿时心中不会有疑惑，困惑对方是否是正确的吗？

昨天下午我在散步时心里再次出现了念头，认为“在学会思维连续破戒危害后就能控制住破戒次数不连续手淫”，我看过受害者案例明白即使有人得了慢性肾功能不全也无法控制住次数，但是念头立刻又跑出来“那是因为那些人不会在欲望上来时思维连续破戒的危害，但你会思维对治，所以你可以控制住不连续破戒”；我又想在我上一次破戒时就以为能做到只破戒一次，结果破戒了六次；但是念头立刻又出现“那是因为破戒前有一两天没有坚持每日定课思维危害所以控制不住。只要每日坚持定课思维危害就能控制住不连续破戒”。关键是念头还说“我现在的状态很特别，正好离神经衰弱的地狱很近，思维连续破戒危害的断力就会特别强，这样就能控制次数”……

所以我现在真的很困惑，有没有和我一样在神经衰弱地狱边缘的人成功利用思维危害的方法控制住破戒次数的案例？是不是即使使用思维危害一旦破戒还是控制不住连续破戒？如果没有人能通过思维对治的方法控制手淫次数，其中的原理到底是什么？思维“连续破戒会导致神经衰弱”也不能控制手淫次数吗？