I can’t stop

No matter what I do I can’t let go of this addiction. I’ve known about NoFap for over 2 years now and these last 2 years have been the worst of my life. I was optimistic at first but now I just feel completely fucked. Guys I really don’t know what to do I’ve let years go by and I still haven’t found it in myself to stop. I don’t know if there’s some secret or there’s just something I’m not getting but I’m really concerned.

I cannot even count how many times I’ve tried and relapsed. It’s in the hundreds if not thousands. This is a huge problem for me and I’m really spooked at this point.

Wtf do I even do in this situation? Words mean nothing, they can’t help me. I really can’t trust my own self not to relapse yet I’m the only one who is responsible for if I relapse or not.
It’s such a tough situation I’ve been depressed for months on end just continuously feeding my addiction who’s appetite will never be fulfilled.

Guys I need help

 

If I were you I would find someone to talk with daily, someone who can help with advice, help you be accountable and for you be able to tell how you are feeling. It sounds like you feel a bit alone.

 

I do but I have no one in my personal life that I could talk to this about or who could possibly relate to me.

I’ve basically thrown my life away and am struggling to get it back.

It’s pretty much impossible at this point...idk man thanks for the advice though

 

I usually try to keep my head up but I’m not even gonna lie to you the shit seems hopeless at this point. You don’t know how many times I’ve talked myself up and told myself I was gonna get through just to destroy myself even more.
It’s like I’m a fucking black hole with no way out. That’s exactly how I feel. At least I know there’s someone out there who could relate but I’d rather be able to pull us both out then just relate to this depressing situation.

 

There are people here who would help you. Sometimes all you have to do is ask. Also there is an accountability partner thread. Never feel alone. :0)

 

True I just don’t see how it would help me. I’ve talked to people online in the past and it still didn’t deter me. Did it help for you? How are you currently doing in terms of recovery

 

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Someone told me “You only need to try one more time than you fail to be successful.”
Don’t give up.

 

Everybody thinks they can't stop... I also thought the same.

But the truth is... If you want it, you can get it.

But there's a missing thing... That is if you want it, you work hard for it, you stop looking for shortcuts and prepare yourself for the long haul.