I’m in complete crisis, I feel terribly alone and lonely and I am this close to star crying all the time. I can’t believe that my life has been reduced to this level of stress and self doubt... I am second guessing all my life choices, I feel like everything inside is trembling and it’s about to fall apart... and I don’t even know what that falling apart would look like... this is ridiculous, I don’t recognize myself... I’m over 120 no p but I have M because I couldn’t take it anymore...
