Honestly I’ve had trouble with porn for 6 long years and by now I don’t even have the motivation to quit. It’s been a constant struggle of relapse, trying to quit, relapse, relapse RELAPSE. Over and over and over again like a fucking piece of clockwork. I just relapsed literally half an hour ago and I had a little mental breakdown afterwards, I’ve turned towards God and other porn-be-gone sites and they never worked. I am catholic (I use the term loosely) and every time I watch porn and all that crap I feel like a pile of human waste, because I know that God is still cheering me on to quit porn and keep going, but I’m so tired of it all. Well there you have it, rant over.
Sam, First and foremost - Welcome, you are among friends. God doesn't make errors, so you are a perfect creation. You've fallen into an addiction one called pmo. Welcome to the crowd, we all have. I recommend the "getting started" guide. It's free and on the home page for download as a pdf file. It's helpful in so many ways. I had to read it three times to see myself in it. Keep reading it. Keep us informed, L
