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I am not the same person I was

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by PaFappa the Rapper, Feb 16, 2022.

  1. PaFappa the Rapper

    PaFappa the Rapper Fapstronaut

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    I am beginning to feel that I no longer want to be in meaningless hookups and wild sexual escapades, some of which I've had. For the first time at 35 I really want to be in a meaningful relationship, own a home, have a dog, maybe kids. I never ever felt like this before. Can anyone relate?
     
  2. TheLightOne

    TheLightOne Fapstronaut

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  3. The sad thing for me is that's what I've always wanted.
     
  4. PaFappa the Rapper

    PaFappa the Rapper Fapstronaut

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    I don't think that's sad. I think it means porn has not warped your mind to such an extreme yet to not want those things we would normally desire.
     
  5. Maybe you have a point. I guess maybe I think it's sad in that it's what I've always wanted but always been the farthest away from having. And I think that is a result, at least in part, to my reliance or dependance on PMO to get through my days. I have to try to see the glass as being half full and take the good with the bad.
     
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