I’ll always prefer the “real” world.

I’m honestly getting tired of being online, it’s gotten pretty stale at least for myself. You watch too many videos and say fuck this. When you go out and use your hands, go out and feel life, it’s just better. I don’t know, maybe you don’t like doing things.

The way I see it, as long as I do what I need to. I’ll have a better chance at keeping this going. I make it work with people because I might need a hand someday. So what if I gotta do some favors, that’s how it works, I’m building my credit.

I have an idea of love in my head, it’s what I decide is gonna put a smile on my face. I feel a lot better than porn, that shit just tore apart those beautiful fantasies. Im glad it’s still there, I hope everyone sees how stupid it is. How much you are wasting your mind, wasting your potential, all for losers putting on a show for other losers.

So what if I judge and say that, I want someone to say “don’t call them losers” are you serious? If you think that’s off base. Why the hell is this website even here, why are we all held back in life by awful thoughts. This isn’t life we should be living, this isn’t gonna work for too much longer.

So shit I may be a little bored, but I’m still gonna always be here in the world. I’ll still show up even if I don’t really want to. I want to follow what I think is my mission in life. I hope you do as well brothers, thank you.