How far am i into my reboot???

It's a legitimate question that you're asking, but I'm sorry to say I just don't think there's a good way to measure your recovery. Sometimes it can be really difficult to know how far along you are. Your daily counter is not necessarily an indication of how far along you are. You can be hundreds of days clean from PMO, but if you haven't integrated recovery into all aspects of your life, you're at risk of falling back into it easily.

Think of your recovery as a journey through a parking garage with hundreds and hundreds of floors. You start at the top and you're walking all the way down trying to get to the exit. Each time you reach a new floor, you get a little closer to the bottom, but every floor looks the same. Since every floor looks the same, it can be really hard to believe that you've made any progress at all. You'll relapse, you'll still have urges, you'll still have days where you feel like the only thing that will help you feel better is PMO.

You just have to trust that every time you advance to the next floor, you get closer to the exit. You may not always be able to tell how close you are, but that's not the important part. The important part is that you keep moving. Every day you spend focused on your recovery is a day you get closer to the exit, and you just have to have faith that you'll know when you're out of it. Things will look a lot different when you're finally out of this parking garage. You'll be able to see the sky, you'll have freedom to go other places, and things will just look a lot more open. You have to trust that you'll get there eventually, and that when you do, there will be no doubt that you've made it.

I hope that helps.