Hopefully I won't get ban... Please help, are these considered relapse?

Not sure if these are triggered anxiety i will list it all down:

• Video dancing guy group certain parts they grab their nut apart of dancing or girl group slide their hand down from breast to butt etc..
• Videos game, i was playing GTA V mod with big foot custom, but i got triggered from the butt looks like it naked etc..
• I unable to watch anime like attack on titan cause those titans are naked but at least they didn't show genital

These are the triggers that make me doubt whether it is count as relapse... I feel like wanna kill myself from to time cause of simple things...

 

not sure about him, but for my case i have GAD, it is general anxiety disorder which is really similar to OCD

 

It has been probably 4 years off cleaned from PMO, but on the ways i still encounter like doubts of relapsed which something i did not count as relapse like girl bikini, girl gym yoga pant etc... and my anxiety worsening the doubt then that here i ask people for reassurances.

Actually PMO does not cause anxiety, it's worsening the anxiety that can lead to severe case like social anxiety or GAD etc...

 

Dude like i said... PMO and that's it.
However i still get bunches of triggered just simple simple things example

• Michael jackson dance crotch grab since he touch his penis while dancing my anxiety immediately think this as sexual activities
• A women naked but only showed her back example one of those poster of body soap commerical etc...

My anxiety brain just think as such sexual stimulation... Then doubt whether it is a relapse which is crazy.

 

All jokes aside are they considered relapse?

 

yes, thanks for your concern man, I have GAD similar rumination thoughts and asking for reassurance is one of them. However this might be my last reassurance

However i still get bunches of triggered just simple simple things example

• Michael jackson dance crotch grab since he touch his penis while dancing my anxiety immediately think this as sexual activities
• A women naked but only showed her back example one of those poster of body soap commerical etc...
  
  what do you think about this? sometimes i won't considered stuffs like this a relapse, but somehow i still have those small doubt, case other would said " he touching his dick while dancing? that's a relapse! " " Oh women is naked but only showed her back? that's weird, this might be sexual thing " .....

 

yes for the soap commercial, i wasn't even purposely search but even if i did, You can only see her backs, Because no commercial shown nudity on the board at all, Just imagine like your girl dress for the prom, her dress might her backs from neck down to her waist that's what exactly i mean.

 

however i can't no longer watch those michael jackson dances? his crotch stuffs inspire today dances literally it everywhere i do not know what to do

 

wtf no lol, It just anxiety scared of relapsed, cause his crotch dance is really inspire the whole entertain industry til today, not just him, also women did the crotch too especially Kpop, because you place your hand on the private parts