So today I was feeling pretty frisky, decided to look up some prostitutes for sex and ended up getting too much stimulation and no sex for today, blue balls kicked in. The prostitute said come tomorrow. Now before you give me a hard time about prostitution, dating is legal prostitution anyway. Even if there is no real chemistry, you go on a date, eat some dinner or whatever watch a movie and you end up having sex if you are lucky. How is that different from visiting a clean prostitute, someone who probably works on the side. You go in, talk, get to know each other and get some sex. Same thing. I had to use cold water over my willy and legs, take a few aspirins and watch football for the feeling to slowly go away. Now normally I don't want to masturbate, but the blue balls situation is different. And I am on day 56 tomorrow ( 8 weeks) and I ain't about to relapse. Sex OK, you get to craft your skill a little bit, nothing wrong with that.
You view prostitutes as OK and you keep peeking constantly. I am afraid that your brain will take way longer to rewire, if it is even able to rewire under these circumstances. Dating is not the seem like prostitutes, you just looked for an excuse here to justify it that it's ok... It is ultimately your call and the only thing I can suggest you to do is to try out hard-mode. Read this pages, it may enlighten you!: https://www.nofap.com/porn-addiction/ https://www.nofap.com/rebooting/ In your case, you could limit it to sex only first. This would include no peeking on sexual stuff! It is good though that you did not relapse. I would consider the search for sexual pictures as a relapse anyways. Keep strong, and whatever you do, we are here to help you!
Peeking constantly? What's that. Dating is not the same as prostitution? Well that's clearly debatable. What's the difference between you meeting a chick at a bar for a one night stand or prostitution? I am definitely not addicted to porn at this stage, at all. Neither addicted to masturbation. If I were, I would have masturbated and caved in long time ago amigo. I haven't relapsed sh!t.
