I only realized I was addicted when I tried to stop and found out that I couldn't. Initially it didn't bother me so much. A couple of days ago however something happened that confronted me with the consequences of this addiction. It has become clear that quitting wouldn't just be a good thing for me to do, it's a necessity. But it's clear that willpower and motivation won't be enough to succeed. Even just a couple of days in I'm already fighting the cravings. The thought of never seeing some of these models/actresses again... it pains me, I can physically feel it in my stomach. I'll have to play all the cards I can find to succeed. But I have to. I've beaten a ten year long depression so surely I can beat this thing as well. Thanks for reading and good luck everyone!
