Hi, new here

Hi everyone, I have found this site to be so helpful having reached another point of self disgust a month ago that has so far stopped my addiction to gay porn and camming with other guys. This goes back to the early days of the internet so is entrenched behaviour but have committed to stop. Even writing this produces guilt and shame but I am determined. I am married and identify as straight by the way.

 

I share yur struggles. We have done same stuff. Yesterday deleted kik from my phone. But I’m feeling lost

 

Prayer's to you my friend. Recovery will aid in a huge reward aside from cam's. I've been cam free for almost a year and a half now.. I did cams for over two years and spent about $500 possibly all together. The factor of using cams is pretty stingy, they just want you're money and essence lurched out of you. Nothing more. Of course some can be in the moment and funny, charming, and all of the above, but in reality they just want the paycheck. '


Spend time with loved ones and do extra activities out of these lockers.