in my childhood i used to climb the flag pole & feel 'good' as soon as i reach the top. I do not even know that was the beginning of my sick habit. I also did lean on my stomach, pretending to sleep & you now what happen. At that age I do not even know what i was doing, i just enjoyed it, almost everyday. when internet rush in around my 14, I start to stroke & it feels exactly the same 'release' i had years before that. That was when i realize that, I fapped for a long time. I can not quit. In 2014, i married the girl I love. I'm pretty good with girls, managed to pick the best fish in the net. Sadly, I can not please her exactly like the male porn star i watch everyday. It's a shame. 2015, we are blessed with our new born. Its a boy. Everything changed overnight except one thing...I still fap every 2 to 3 days, now & then. Everytime I look at my son..I dont want him to be like me. At this point, I really need to quit. I starting my NoFap counter, 90 days challenge, today.
@pakatan They say having a child could really change a man, I can see that is the case with you. That is good. You are at the best place to do that too. May I know pakatan, which country are you from?
Malaysia? Is that somewhere in Indonesia? It's okay though. Try to look around here for tips and guides how to be successful with this nofap.
Of course you can..but you first need to know the nature of PMO and the withdrawal symptoms when you do this. When you know your enemy, the fight will be easier. Btw, nice to have a fellow Malaysian in this forum.