Hello guys, I've been thinking about something for 30 minutes or so, and I want to get it off my chest. I tell myself that it's okay to PMO until I get a girlfriend. That I answer to nobody other than myself before then. This thing about affecting only myself is a big part of my ideology, but it's messing with reality. I'm not going to get a girlfriend while I'm PMO'ing. Which is understandable. Looking at myself, I like to play victim and see myself as a hero. I just don't know how to grow from that. I am aware of many 'right' things I should do, but I am unsure at times, if I start being too beta by accepting other people's bad behavior.