here I am again, after 4 years of being addicted to this and still fighting against this shit. It worked the last time I used this forum to keep a long streak so I'll try again. Right now after the reboot I can only feel like shit, but I know there's hope for me yet. This has caused me great pain through the past years, and this is the last time I'm complaining. I will not watch porn no more EVER. I've said this a thousand times, but this forum has something magical in it and I know this time is special. I may be talking to myself here but whatever. THIS IS IT