Here goes... Crossdressing, Porn and Years of both :-(

Thanks for sharing your experience lostbutmotivated.

That's a positive thing to hear. I'm glad to hear it went well for you.. At least for a while. Sorry to hear that it's an "Ex" situation.

 

Hey goody luck to you my friend. This is a rather personal question, but you've said you had "play time" with you're friend when you were younger. But I'm slightly attracted to a penis. But I'm not attracted to any other part of a male.. Would you consider me bi sexual or bi curious? I still believe P has corrupted me possibly, but my sexual outlook is questionable to these days.

 

It sounds like a pretty normal side effect of P usage. I think that's the appeal of trans or "transwoman" P.
I'd say if you are attracted to men and women you are bi. If you are attracted to women, but also have a thing for penises, you are likely straight. I would also caution you about being so concerned about placing yourself in a box of one or the other. It's going to eat away at your self.
Penises are pretty damn cool. I know a lot of women that wish they had one. I have to say that I identify with straight, as I'm attracted to females, but also find a penis somewhat attractive. That could just be the overuse of P. But I don't know.. Look back at history.. Phallic obsessions were petty common.
I mean speaking of sexual things.. Think about a female bum. Attractive right. But wtf when you think about it. It's just the same as a man's bum, just less curvy. And poop still comes out of both of them. A penis is a sexual thing, and if you think about sex long enough (as you do with a P addiction), you are going to associate it with sex. So it makes sense really..
I guess what I'm saying in a long winded way is don't get hung up on what it means about being gay straight bi. Just accept the attraction and be cool with it for now

 

Anwesome story bro, proud to know u are doing ok now, wish you all the best.