I have beaten fapping and porn in the day. I see things sometimes, but it's easy to ignore. I rarely think about PMO and it's easy to move past it and not do it. During the day that is. Then I go to sleep and I wake up an hour later roughly and all I can think about is fapping and I always give in. My penis doesn't even get that hard during the day if I get a boner. It's almost supernatural. There is no thought in my head of not fapping. It's like I'm totally on autopilot barely in control. I don't know how to stop waking up or not masturbate once I do. I feel completely helpless to stop this.