Help! Is this a relapse?

Hi!
I was looking for motovation and I saw my old conversation with a girl classmate on facebook
I asked them if she would go with me for a prom (afterall sje couldnt because she had medical appointment yhat day) and I did a short chat with her
Tonight I looked at this I felt a boner and sometjing exciting. I felt excitement
Then I felt am urge to chat something to her to feel good again
Then I tried to sleep amd I was imagining like I am meeting her cuddling kiss ect
I felt so big urge to masturbate and big urge to write to her
Now im considering chatting her to at least feel good. Idk,

What should I think about it?

 

You mean its all okay?
I am thinking to text her soon to see what happens
She is online and ita middle of night here lol