Help - Depressed

I'm very depressed, I feel like a damn loser.
Everything I do it goes wrong or bad results.

I'm 22M and I want to leave my parents house.
I don't want a regular job, I want to be my own boss.
I'm an artist, but I don't have money for studio, and when I record something I think it's bad, that people won't like it, and sometimes I love it but once I upload it and make marketing it does not blow up.
I'm a blogger, I write in my blog, but I don't get good results, low views, low comments...

I'm fucking depressed and I need help.
I don't have suicidal thoughts tho, I feel sad and I don't know what else to do.
I feel like I'm drowning on a glass of water.