Hello!

I am very excited I found out about this site. This is something that I'm very ashamed of and have next to no one to speak with about it. I am ashamed to say that I've been married for over 5 years to a beautiful woman and we actually have sex quite regularly (2-3 times a week) but for some reason, I can't seem to shake this problem. I have been battling this addiction since I was was about 14 yrs old (I'm currently 25). I had stopped cold turkey for about 6 months straight when I was 16 thinking I had conquered it, and found it was far too easy to fall back again. I am a textbook "relapser". I will go 2-3 weeks without, then binge for a few days. Just happy to be a part of an accepting community of like minded people going through similar struggles.

Thank you.