Hello

Hey everyone!

I'm not even sure I really need to be here, but the alternative is so grim I don't even wanna go down that road. So, unlike a lot of the NoFap community I never had a problem with porn. My problem was simply that as a younger man I'd jacked off too much and completely desensitised my penis to sex, whether vaginal or otherwise. As a result of this I had never orgasmed from sex. Nada. Nunca. Never. Not once. This plagued my mind for years. I wondered if I was broken, perhaps. or if some kind of psychological issue plagued me. Fifteen women left wondering what was wrong with them, including two lovely relationships ruined because I turned my shame out on them. My last girlfriend, who I was with for three years, I just avoided sex altogether. I eventually started developing erection issues, too, in part because the act of sex had become pointless to me as I couldn't feel anything, in other part because I didn't find my girlfriend sexy (story for another time) but majorly, I think, because of the masturbation.

So, earlier this year I did NoFap. I got to day 44 and I had sex with my now girlfriend for the first time. I orgasmed from sex with her and I have orgasmed every time since. The first time I felt like I'd ascended to heaven or something, it was such a novel feeling. I eventually got to around day 70 before I gave in, edged and the rest if hsitory. After that I went a month, then I've built up 10-20 day streaks here and there. I can still orgasm from sex, no erection issues or nothing like that.

I am here simply because I don't wanna go back to before, even if I am completely cured. It sucked. So, even if I don't need it I'm here to try and hit that illustrious 90 day mark once more.

Keep fighting the good fight.