I want to be a new person. I masturbated for the first time when I was 14. Before that at school since I was 11 years old, most of my mates urged me to masturbate. But I resisted. They thought I was crazy but I stood by my principles. And on top of that I'm religious so I didn't give in easily. Since april 2015 I have been fapping more than twice a week and sometimes twice a day. And this June, if lost control of myself. All I want to do is to revert back to my previous lifestyle. All my mates don't know that I have ever fapped in my life. And I feel guilty for lying and fapping at the same time. I've come here to seek refuge from this thing and I hope I emerge a different person. I pledge that I shall abstain from PMO.