Hello, NoFap Newbie here...

The problem is, this constant porn I've been watching, it's been eating away at my life and I'm at a point where it needs to stop. I have flashes of homosexual thoughts that I wouldn't consiously have otherwise, I get sweaty around certain males, my heart is shocked at the sight of a male, yet my boner, although weakened, is prone to rise at sexy feminine figures. I'm a constant masturbator, who was addicted to regular naked female erotica who then moved up to lesbian, then furry, then etc. and I'm wondering if this site can really help find me true sexuality. Also, my pledge won't start until tomorrow.

 

I know this is supposed to be approximately 3 months with no porn/erotica, but how do you keep focused with no relapse?

 

Hello, I know it's been awhile since I last wrote, but today, I'm very concerned. I was browsing through Twitter today, and all of a sudden, I was met with this odd shirtless dude, and then my heart was struck with this odd, warm burning sensation. My stomach didn't feel sick, nor my palms sweaty though. But I'm worried it might be what I think it is, but I don't want to act on it. For the longest time, I've always stared at girls, and I'm quite worried. What does this mean?

Normally, I stare at all kinds of women, mostly strawberry blonde or redhead, but as time went on, I think I'm bored of women now. What does this mean?

[STATUS UPDATE] I was watching a random video, and it featured a quick clip of this shirtless dude singing "stop f++++ lying", but I didn't receive the same burning sensations as earlier today. What does this mean?

 

What will rebooting do for me?

 

Hi, me again, I can't completely stop. I've relasped hundreds of times. My problem is that I need a new roost, because the environment I'm in now, it's not helping me. And, I browsed through Facebook, saw a gif from Bob's Burgers with this bg character caressing himself and it made me a bit sweaty. I'm upset because tommorow is November, and I still haven't quit PMO like I wanted. My heart, I think it feels numb to real women, and I've seen plenty of porn online, both safe and the inappropriate stuff, even though I find women visually pleasing to me. It's making me wonder...

 

And you want to know something else? I was with my much older male teacher, and for some reason, I kept having these creepy sexual thoughts around him that I tried to erase. But later on, when I was with a female classmate in another room, alone, these thoughts weren't as strong. In fact, they never popped up at all. Are these symptoms of my addiction? Pls reply...