I am in a tough situation i really dont know what to do, for the last 2 years i am trying to reboot my self but without a success, i am really tired of this, always i am telling my self that its the time i will watch porn forever and after day or too, i find my self relapse, i think those urges are to strong for me to handle with, its so hard those feeling i feel about myself and about my life. I truly and frankly want to get out of this addiction, i wish i had the mental strentght to eliminate this addiction. Sometimes the are times were my striked are beyond 30 days. My last streak was before 2 weeks, after this relapse i truly tries to find some power in my self to back into the track and continue with nofap. but i know how hard its going to be for myself i will get into deppresion just for thinking about my long i have for getting back to the strike i had. But if i am trying to ignore my situation and trying just to step away from porn but after the first urge its become hard and then i relapse. I really tried anything all the astretagies, i feel so confused and deppresed.. I really just want to find someone to love and to be happy in life. But sometimes i feel that i am not for to find love. Sometimes i sitting and telling myself for hour to stop watching porn and masterbute, but it doesnt help the first urge to come its killing me... Please help guys!!!
