Hello everyone

Hi everyone,

I've browsed these forums for awhile now but it's my time to post and hopefully get better everyday. My goal is not necessarily just nofap hardmode because I've tried that for many years and even though my longest streak was around 60 days inevitably I always relapse which to me makes sense. A relapse is inevitable because sex is a natural part of life. Truly what brings me here to actually post is because I don't know my sexuality. I've always thought I was striaght and I honestly think I still am but within the past two years gay P has turned me on (I still watch mostly straight P). This has led me to believe that I might be gay in real life and if I am I'm ok with it. I just need to know one way or the other. But either way almost everyday of my life is filled with anxiety of whether I'm gay or not and I just want to get back to my old happy self. So that's why I'm here. Hopefully I did ok in my first post and I'm excited to start this journey with everyone.

Best