Have you been introduced to porn by a relative?

Have you been introduced to porn by a relative?

The first people that introduced me to porn was my relatives. My father was proud that I liked to watch naked women at TV (I mentioned in my journal that Brazilian TV in the 90's was very open), and so did his uncle (My granduncle). Later on, when I was 12yo this granduncle lent me the first porn videotape I ever watched. By this age I've found my father's porn stash (a collection of magazines that he never thrown away).
My father and my grandmother encouraged that like it was a prove of my manhood.
At first my mother was conniving, but, she didn't encourage me. She didn't had the strenght to say "Stop that!"
As I grown up the porn collection also increased. We had just a VCR so videotapes was the most common; when we bought our first DVD player I remember that my first toughts were "Yay, more porn!" and they used to buy me some.
When we bought our first computer it was placed in my room; internet porn was one of the most obvious uses for it. And I used to be proud of what I watched because this seemed to cause a certain contentment to them (father, grandmother).
Now I try to deal with these twisted feelings because it has hurted me for a long time. There is nothing to be proud of.

Does anyone here have a similar story?

 

Now my parentes are divorced, almost 10 years (BTW things are better between them as divorced as when they were married)... But they deal differently with this phenomenon.
My mother is more attentive, she tries to understand and help me.
My father don't believe in PMO addiction or think it is dangerous.
As a matter of fact I don't think both of them could imagine the consequences of porn to me.

 

As I said above, I don't think my parentes could imagine the consequences of porn to me.
Even if they had different opinions on this matter, they both agreed that it was normal for a boy my age... or they agreed taht it was "man stuff".
Years later my mother told me that she suffered long time during their marriage because of my father's taste for porn.
Now I think she is aware of the dangers of porn not just to one person but for society. In the other hand, my father completely ignores it. Now he doesn't have internet access at home but when he had, surely he had plenty of porn to watch.

Parenthood is one of the things that frighten me the most in life