Hi there, I come from a small country in South-East-Asia. I'm 18 now. I started watching porn unexpectedly 8 years ago, when a friend showed me an MV called "Teenage Dream" by Katy Perry. Aroused by many sexual scene, i decided to look for some even hotter video. It led me soon to the regular use of pornography. I could say that my porn type isn't normal (or maybe i have never seen someone like me). I'm not interested in normal porn (with a man an a woman) cause i think that i'm stalking a couple (pretty strange huh?), so my mind chose the Lesbian category. I don't like violence, domination, or anything may harm a woman's body either, so i came up with adding a word like "erotic" or "passionate" in the searching box . And i consider porn like a treatment everytime i am stressed or (most of the time) BORED. And i started masturbating at 16, in order to put my feeling to the climax. But i never wish to change the video content: 100% pure, no violence, lots of kissing scene, no sextoy,... After a very very long time, i decided to quit Porn at the moment. There are several reason that lead me to this decision. I want to change my life, in a long-term way. I want to get back my concentration in my study. And by joining the Nofap family, i want to improve my English comprehension and skill, because when i read posts about PMO there is a huge motivation that tells me: "You must understand all the text. This shit, concerning your biggest axiety, is a must-read thing". That's really make me so exited and i really want to step into this world, to cure my mind, to run out of my one-and-only addiction. I'm in day 15 now. Everything seems not bad at all. The most beautiful thing that i realize since i've started the streak is from now on, i'm not gonna tell my self "guilty" everytime i do the PMO. I'm free now, i'm independent, and i'm happy. I wake up every morning and think of tons of thing i want to do, so as not to get bored. I also expect the surge of Dopamine, and when it comes, i'll fight for it. And i know that i'm not fighting alone, there's people out there who's ready to against the PMO with me. We're a big community, and we help each other to change their life forever. Thank you (which means i really appreciate) for reading this post. Sorry for my amateur English skill. Have a good day my friends, see ya :>
What a coincide, I'm from Asia and I'm 18 as well! Your English level is impressive, not amateur at all. I feel very happy to hear that you're in a great condition right now, and I'm in the process of quitting the PMO now, so let's encourage each other!
