Means that I'm gonna read a book that interest me, and I'm not gonna PMO until I finish that book. IF I even LOOK AT PORN, then I'm gonna throw away the book that I read for about 1 week. I know it sound so harsh, but look at us, we know that if we're not daring to take risk on the edge of a cliff then we're not gonna succeed right ? Feel free to join and feel free to post tips, such as : 1. listen to music in the morning to boost your mood ( music : Rocky Theme - Gonna Fly Now ) I will post my progress everyday ( if I have internet ), so feel free to join To join you can post the book that you read so that we all can share the books so we can keep doing it Day 1 starts now !!! My book : David Platt - The Radical Question and A Radical Idea
Day 2, feeling good. I don't have any urges YET. FYI, my program will be triggered even if I searched on a girls ( like artist, singer, actress, etc. ), on the internet. Because that will cause a chain reaction in my brain that will seduce me to keep digging the picture, so yea..... better prevent than repair right
This is day 3 my friend, and I think this is the start of the battle. The urges are beginning to come up and the more I keep thinking about it THE MORE I keep feeding my thoughts on my mind the more I start to lose reasons and consciousness. Questions that are keep coming to my head are : "Why can't I look at porn again ? Isn't it great ? Isn't it what you want ? to suck boobs and to have that moaning girl sounds ? " "Why can't I masturbate ? Isn't it feels great and good ? " "Why can't I... etc. " Well folks from my experience all I can think of is what makes you great also kills you. Like money and pride it also kills you, like we look at PELE ( the soccer star ), search for him on the wikipedia and see how many times he had fallen because of his lust on women, on sex, on lust, on his urges ..... The best think I can do now is to write WHO AM I WANTED TO BE I want to be : - An honor and a look-up-to person - A man of honor and pride - A man that woman needs - A man who can conquer himself - A leader who can lead others - etc... I hope I get stronger everyday and I hope my post can inspire you all Goodluck, regards Creed
The urges are like a spoiled whining puppy that wants attention. The more attention you give it, the more it will whimper and whine and cry for attention. You ignore it, the puppy will eventually stop and be quiet.
I'm screwed, I just look at porn and that chain reaction happened. It was all so freaking fast for me. I'm now right now made a commitment to myself to open nofap everyday to read some stories in here, help people, read some tips,etc. I'm on my holiday so it hard for me to find activities but I hope at least I managed to survive until new year first then I can set my goals for days later. Thank you for cheering me this few days, it means a lot for me Cheerio, regards Creed
You're not screwed, you just new and without a plan. This is a journey and not a sprint so there will be resets along the way.
Well, it's day 4 now since the relapsed. It's been good just the urges keep lingering in my head. And I think looking at porn doesn't give that much effect though. How are you ?
Buddy, don't be too harsh with the rules. It's not only about avoidance. It's about taming that feeling that comes in your head and body when you feel it might be good to turn down everything to get lost in porn or internet search or anything that makes you numb.
