I've had enough of the life I'm leading. Everyone thinks I'm the most talented, nice person, but I can't believe it of myself. I'm a believer and really want to connect to God, but I break every promise I make to Him. I just sometimes feel like I have 2 sides, and I can't surpress my primitive self. I know that first of all I need to erase porn from my life, so I'm going to start with 30 days, but I'm in a full PMO for eternity. I'm not going to be some pushover from now on! Wish me luck...
God still loves you and accepts you. You are worth it. Welcome to NoFap where you are amongst friends who are here to encourage you and sometimes challenge you but not judge you. The enemy is here to steal, kill and destroy. What are your current strategies for combating the enemy called PMO?
There is nothing that you aren't capable of if you set your mind to it. You are infinitely more powerful than you know! As you get started in your journey to no PMO, just think of yourself as a toddler. When a little kid is learning to walk, we don't yell at him when he stumbles or beat him up for not reaching his goal the first time. In fact, we praise him for trying. I think that that's how God sees us, and we should see our efforts in the same way. With time we get better, stronger, and are better able if we keep sincerely trying. Best of luck, I'm rooting for you!
Thanks for the support guys! I've always felt alone with this and it feels great to hear from other people who are in the same fight! I once heard someone say that the only way to have less urges, less sexual energy randomly around is by having more of God in your life, so that's what I'm aiming for. I fully understand now that he is the ONLY way I;m going to make it. I've already done away with a lot of bad habits that led me to watching porn and whenever I feel the urge I'm planning om praying and doing pushups until I feel better.
