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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Rojas202, Jun 22, 2020.

  1. Rojas202

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    Day 3.18:

    Geez... I must be careful on going through Facebook. Here's the thing. I was on my bed with my smartphone on YouTube and came up with the idea of looking at some photos of my crush. It had been a long time since last time I saw her, so I decided, at least, looking at some photos. Already in Facebook came across a page in which followers seldom post erotic pics on the comments... I said: "Hey, why not to check out those comments." So I did it and Thanks God the comment section did not show something compromising but a pic of a cosplayer [I'm not mentioning her here; there's no point on that]. I got her name, went right to Google Images and typed her name... And Thanks God again, there was not something compromising again but her in erotic disguises[nothing to be trigged about, but still things I should not be looking at]. I spent like 15-20 seconds there and then said "No! I'm not doing this!"... Followed by that I slug my smartphone onto my bed and got out of the bed to take fresh air.

    I did not relapse. But it makes mad that I could not defeat my bad habit of searching at things in Google. When I have decided I will search at something in Google, I do it.
    I think I will not come back to Facebook again and see If I can see my crush in real life.
    Keep strong guys!
     
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    Good ideas man! But I prefer doing more technical things.
    Thanks again for all your support!
     
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    Day 4 check-in:

    Day 4 is done! I had many urges today [ all of them before post of day 3.18] and then I almost relapse with a bad move. The material [see day 3.18] was not that compromising, and I was exposed to it for about 15-20 seconds. I must be careful. A move that was considered to be good ended up almost leading me to porn.
    It seems I was not wrong when I quit Facebook. I do not even sure why, besides my crush, I went there. But It's alright; did not relapse, handled the situation and I moved forward.
    One step closer!
     
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    Day 5 check-in:

    Guess who's on day 5? Yes, me! Besides all those urges and my mind wanting to conjure up sexual thoughts , the day was great! I was busy the whole morning and spent half the afternoon studying French and doing some programming. Later on, I helped to cook dinner... And here I'm, blissfully writing this and on my way to bed.
    Day 5 is done!
    Keep strong guys! May God helps us to beat this.
    Thanks heavenly Father for another day without PMO
     
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    This is great!

    Don't stop improving, it seems staying busy is the weapon to defeat your urges thats amazing!
     
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    Awesome Bro !! , No matter how many mistakes you make , No matter how many times you slip up , No matter how slow your progress is , you're still AHEAD OF EVERYONE WHO'S NOT EVEN TRYING !!! , i love the Anime posts , they're so entertaining , creative & funny , keep it up , i like how you redirect the Sexual Energy into creating creative Art-Work that you're passionate about , and doing smart studying & productive activities , you're already on your path to Success & Freedom. :emoji_rocket:
     
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  7. Shitty day is better than relapse day.Don't forget this bro. Also good luck we watch you !
     
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    Definitely man! I read something similar in a book... I think it was The Power of Habits.
     
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    Thank for reading and for all the support. To be focused on this somehow it gives me the power to keep up going! I'll definitely beat PMO this time!
     
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    I liked it! I'll keep it in mind.
     
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    Day 6 check-in:

    Being busy is the key, the weapon against PMO, mates! Compared to my previous habits, the ones I'm executing everyday help me to beat PMO. In order for PMO not to be the ruler of our lives It's imperative to change our environment.
    Today I spent half the morning studying French. Then on the afternoon I did the dishes, studied some English and took nap until my online classes begun. After my online classes I took a bath, got some things done and had dinner. Enjoyed 40 minutes of anime (HunterxHunter) and then I spent an hour with my relatives. After that, I studied some math and finally here I am writing this...
    Day 6 is done guys!
    Keep strong guys!
     
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    Day 7 check-in:

    These are not days anymore but a week! I'm so sorry for you, PMO, but today is day 7! From this point to come back is not an option! While I live I'll always add a day to this thread! Yesterday I learned that numbers are formed by adding units (This is called Numbers generation)... And so does this thread. I know I'm not out of the woods yet, and that even though every day is an opportunity to beat PMO, so it's a chance to relapse. But holding my ground is all I have to do!
    Thanks guys for all the support given to me!
    Day 7 is done!
    Keep strong guys!
     
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    Awesome Bro , Week 1 is Completed , Let's Gooooooooooooooo , we got your back and we'll follow up on your progress every day and hold you accountable , what matters now is this very step that you're taking right now toward your ultimate goal , this step contains within itself all the other steps and the destination , it's a joyous celebration of life , “You can’t go back and change the beginning, but you can ALWAYS start where you are and change the ending.” ;):emoji_grinning::emoji_dragon::emoji_tropical_drink::emoji_basketball_player::emoji_rocket::emoji_battery::emoji_yin_yang::emoji_muscle:
     
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    GOOD JOB,

    Reaching a week is the most awesome achievement you've gotten so far, this is a sign your going bro!

    Don't look at PMO, there is this stratergy i use from time to time that actually worked alot. Whenever i get massive urges, i mentally say NO and imagine kung fu'ing PMO(Lol)but it worked.

    Mate, you actually got this.
     
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    Thanks man for all your support! I'll definitely beat PMO this time!
     
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    Funny technique, but effective! What I do is to imagining the person my brain want me to jerk off on, then I start asking questions to myself that lead me to get free from urges.
     
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    Day 8 check-in:

    Guys, this is a real fray. This early morning my brain fought me back. It already knows it cannot beat me when I'm aware, so it attacked me with a wet dream. I have no problems with wet dreams more than the Images my brain shows me. I did not ejaculate but came out seminal fluid. I hope one day my brain stops showing me erotic things while sleeping. But let's be optimistic. Wet dreams are an indicator we have been doing it pretty well so far!
    Keep strong guys!
     
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    For Sure Rojas , Wet Dreams is a healthy sign you're body is carrying an exes of seamen , and the visualization of sexuality in dreams is also normal it happens to almost everyone even people who didn't do pmo , some of that porn imagery will remain in the deep realm of our minds fore a while , but it fades away bit by bit during reboot ! :emoji_crocodile:
     
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    Exactly, that's the way it is.
     
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    Day 9 check-in:

    There's not that much to talk about. I spent almost the whole day procrastinating; a bad move if you asked me. Anyway, day 9 is done!
    Keep strong guys!
     
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