Go f*ck yourself HOCD

So i've just created this account but I have been around here for like a year right now. Im on day 35 right now and life is getting better. A little backstory:
Started when I was 12 years old when I heard somebody say something about porn. I became addicted almost immediatly. Started with lesbians and straight sex, then moved up to milf, then to transexuals, and finally I found myself watching gay porn. I remember feeling myself guilty and increadibly bad after finishing on that stuff. Thats because I know i am straight. I kept watching it for a few years because it gave me insane high levels of dopamine. But then one day I when I saw some guy in a commercial on tv, BOOM there was my friend HOCD. Started asking myself questions all the fucking time and it made me crazy. It is something you will only understand when you have got it.
I was at my lowest point when I came here. Since that day it became better and better. The thing I am keeping in my mind is this: HOCD made me so crazy, it made me stop PMOing. Thats why I see HOCD as a helper, and not as some evil thing. I think something in my brain said: enough of the porn shit, you are bringing yourself down. So its starting to make you crazy to stop it. I know it sound weird but looking at it in this way makes it a lot easier.
Before porn I was a little casanova. I know its stupid to say about yourself but I talked to every pretty girl in school and they all seemed to like me. Ive never been ugly or so but I remembered when I started porn. Not even one girl i liked looked at me, they all thought i was creepy or so. After that I had some ups and downs. Have been with a few girls, lost my virginity at 17, but nothing worked out because i was only thinking about sex. Now im at day 35 hard mode and HOCD starts to fade, being around girls is a lot easier. Last weekend I talked to 10 girls or so, i even flirted with them. Someting i haven't done in like 5 years. Still going strong and I will continue my hard mode session until day 90.

Some tips for you HOCD sufferers:
This Nofap shit is NOT placebo, and even if it is, I dont care because it works!
Deep inside you know if you are gay or straight, dont let anyone tell you something else.
Last, and most useful tip: try to remember what you liked before porn, because thats who you really are!
STAY STRONG BROTHERS, WE'VE SUFFERED ENOUGH!