Today is my 15th day of no PMO and I spent a rare day off work hanging out with my girlfriend at her place, we are both pretty sexual people and she knows about my struggle with porn and has experienced the effects of my PIED (we have never had sex because of it!) but we still cuddle and fool around a bit when we hang out. Today she was in one of those moods where she was very aggressive and ended up grinding on me for a little, I only got about 50% hard which I wasn't really upset by because I know my libido is really low at this point in my streak and I also know it eventually gets better. It was just funny because I got the worst blue balls I've ever gotten and I had to sit down for like 20 minutes to recover as she kept apologizing I told her it was no big deal and that she shouldn't worry about it. I also think it's a good sign I had zero desire to MO or watch P to MO to relieve the tension or pressure. I just gave it time and the aching went away and I feel a lot better about to go to bed and check another day off as PMO free
