foxislander daily journal

so far 79 of 184 or when god chooses and wife decides.
You are not committed you need to do or not.
I can not feel pity for anyone including my son, if they can not do for themselves what god intended for them. Yet breaking there own promise to themselves or ones self
re-forgiving, resetting, is foreign to me. you must reach out and no longer give it credence, give it to the greater power and stop bullshitting yourself.
look in the mirror and ask would god approve before I do this? why am I here?
here's my journal

https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/120-day-hardmode-challenge-foxislander-journal.169005/