Flatline

41 days in and no flatline for me so far.
ANH

 

I've experienced times of "flatline" during my various streaks. Like the link says, it is a time of lack of disinterest in most things (including sex and P). I particularly remember not having any interest in movies or TV shows that I had previously enjoyed. In terms of sex, in my experience even if things seemed "dead down there", once activities began everything still functioned as normal.

 

I noticed that I have flatlined in the past few days. I more interested in falling asleep than anything else. I have a few home improvement projects(building a pergola and re-leveling my paver patio) that I am doing so that besides the kids holds my interest. I also noticed that I don't check out women at all anymore.

 

Very long flatline here

See NoFap count below.

Still flatline from that first day.

I use ED blue pills (just 25mg) for sex with GF.

But there are glimmers of hope that libido is coming back.

GF is keen on initiating sex during the day and sometimes when she suggests that I am like er... "Uh perhaps we could.... "(And inside I am thinking - jeez now? really? I need a pill for that!!)

That's not the old me! The old me would be like a rat up a drain pipe! This is the transitional, gave up all porn, and my dopamine freak out (massage parlour visits) low libido me. It freaks me out to be honest. But I am trying to be chill about it.