On day 23 I had an hour left to submit a project for a client that I was running late on and happened to, at that time, to be insanely turned on and bugged by the desire to orgasm. Normally I'd have went to the gym or for a walk, but there was good money out of this deal and I needed all the time to concentrate. I was like, "fuck it, just rub one so you can finally concentrate." I did that, had a great orgasm and went back to write my project. In another scenario I wouldn't have relapsed, but I'll accept defeat. I didn't even feel that "depressed" after the orgasm tbh, if occasional orgasms get this intense then I can't wait for post-abstinence period in 90 days or so to become sexually active again. I dunno what you homies on about with the post-orgasm depression. You must be either super religious or have your own mental problems to feel so regretful after relapsing. I mean guys, you fuckin' lasted for a month or more and that alone is a feat in of itself. It's fucking okay to relapse, you're not gonna become a porn addict browsing shithub cuz you wanked one off. Just don't fucking do it next time. Peace!
Usually when you MO you get a surge of dopamine, so once that's gone, you have to recharge those levels. Which creates the depressed feeling. That's my guess.
