Longer post on the Porn Addiction forum, but I wanted to celebrate having my first orgasm with my wife in a very long time, and nearly 2 years since my last porn-assisted orgasm. I did it!
Intense to the extent that I clenched my jaw hard enough to be painful, and my neck muscles clenched so hard that I had quite a bad tension headache immediately afterwards. Afterwards just a kind of hazy uncertainty. I would say weirdly more negative physical sensation than positive, but afterwards it was good emotionally. Hoping the next one will be less physically overwhelming.