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F'ing angry.

Discussion in 'Loneliness' started by FeelTheThunder, Oct 28, 2019.

  1. FeelTheThunder

    FeelTheThunder Fapstronaut

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    So UHM
    I AM
    FOOKING ANGERY

    imma come straight to the point

    Shifted to a new city 4 months ago
    no friends yet
    even met a guy irl (to take notes) and i had to force myself at his door because he keeps making excuses that he's not at home etc.
    I don't even like talking to most of my male classmates.
    Girl classmates don't talk at all to most guys
    Teachers also kinda hate me
    Also I'm a virgin (well im 16 so i don't mind it since i've seen older virgins here)
    I'm lonely all the time for the past week
    I closed my discord account and stuff because I replaced most of my social time with socializing online
    I fucking want to stay at my home forever and focus on my diet and stuff. Yes Forever.
    I plan to go to the beach and flaunt my body and stuff (weird male pros-like goals lmao)
    I have board examinations in 3 months.
    They're so important that some say my future is dependant on it. But I have uhm different plans for my future like creating a calisthenics yt fun channel (I'm a very good editor, the cs go edits type but i never did a edit on the game cs go)
    This new city thing is making me f'ing angry because my parents literally have no reason, leave alone valid reason, no f'ing reason why they shifted me here.
    my old friends are chilling there having pizzas and stuff.
    we used to do group studies and we all managed to pass the previous year because of it . . .
    I don't know what to do
    Here are the list of things I would wanna do:
    1- ruin my nofap progress, watch porn and wank
    2- ruin my diet, eat mcdonalds and feel happy yet sad seeing my belly grow (i have belly fat, Genetics.)
    3- Fuck my bulking phase, go on shred month and lose the belly fat (only major fat that hides my muscles)
     
  2. You_ll_succed_for_sure

    You_ll_succed_for_sure Fapstronaut

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    If you do theses 3 points, it will be hard again for you, more than ever, so please, don't give up.

    Keep doing man !
     
  3. FeelTheThunder

    FeelTheThunder Fapstronaut

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    I don't think the junk food point will affect me much, I'm planning to have mcdonald's hot cakes on november :)
     
  4. TheLightOne

    TheLightOne Fapstronaut

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    Well, was on same boat once... or twice... or third times in school/college. It turned out the classmates werent as black as I painted them. Some of them turned out to have a relationship to this day with me(10years+).
    Who do you like ? What do people you like have in common with you ?
     
  5. FeelTheThunder

    FeelTheThunder Fapstronaut

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    I like this girl but she never talked to me even once. Even when she had a chance to talk to me, she talked to me through the teacher.
    Was sad but well its nothing more than an infatuation so idc
     
  6. Infrasapiens

    Infrasapiens Fapstronaut

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    Your profile picture does not match with the title. Are you lying to me?
     
  7. FeelTheThunder

    FeelTheThunder Fapstronaut

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    made my day lol i'll change it
     

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