I have been successful in kicking porn and my porn induced fetishes have been diminished, but MO is a pain in the arse and is still making me think of my porn induced fetishes like crossdressing. My longest streak is 3 days of no MO, but I've had 1 month without porn, I watched a few softcore vids, that's it. Easy mode for me was... easy. Hard mode is a struggle and MO is far from helpful, it makes me think of the fetishes sometimes, however this is fading, but also I do it prone, so I am even worse off. I am yet to experience ED (I'm 16) but I fear I will do soon and I wanna stop. I've been saying this on and off since I was 13-14, but only now I realised the severe dangers.
