Finally my nofap journey have reached to an end... Thanks for everything

saddist_adult · Jan 25, 2024

I could not believe it have to end this way... Not from watching porn, not from masturbate? i relapsed cause of my responsible for my job... I made a posted about it, 3 days ago... I received no responsed and also got called being a trolled...

Nofap has given me another life that i would never imagined, I thought about committed suicided back in 2018 because of PMO addiction ruined my adulthood... I lose friendship, i lose myself, depression, anxiety crippling over my life... Until i found the root of worsening my mental illness and keep me in my comfortzone was PMO addiction, that i started too early around 12 or 14... that i thought everyone do it, but me i took to the extreme... the chemical unbalance i have done to my brain is probably messed up, there consequences lead into the future... When i found nofap, and start reboot journey until now... I got blessed with another version of myself and life events... I can not believe now it all went to dust just over this ridiculous moment...

However talking about what got me relapsed is... i'm working in the marketing agency as an video editor... I just got the project that i am unable to refuse is a Music video... It seems fine no nudity or twerking, all women dress nicely, but... The music ad libs that are some sort of moaning sound from the male rapper, and they holding their nut like one of those gangster rap MV u saw on youtube... And there's a big tits girl, bend over u saw the gap between her tits... overall no nudity in this project period...

Just today i had enough, and decided to finish first draft and told my manager that i have no mood or motivation to continue this project any longer due to mental health issues... i will pass the project to the owner. somehow i concerned if i have another offer of the same concept, am i suppose to avoid for the rest of my life? ...

What done is done, i have to review the videos all over again to find the mistake, technically it a part of video editor... let's call this a relapse and end this nofap journey from now... despite not feeling like myself, general anxiety disorder gotten over my head... booking the therapy session next month, if i have to reach to the point that i need to commit suicide, i won't regretted at least i've stopped PMO to control my life anymore.

UnholyConfessor · Jan 26, 2024

I keep seeing you make posts like this and at this point I don't know whether you're a troll or not, but it takes two minutes to reply so whatever. This is my sincere advice.

. Stop coming on here and making the same thread over and over. After a certain point you've gotten as much as you can and you're wasting everyone's time, including your own, by asking the same questions all the time. Figure out for yourself what a relapse is, you can't expect others to always be there to coddle you and your neuroses.

. If you are being serious with the stuff you're saying, seek professional help. Stop saying you're going to, and start actually doing it. Words are meaningless, focus on actions.

. I don't know where you're from but please work on your English skills. I find it very hard to understand what you're saying half the time and I imagine others have the same problem. You can't expect people to be able to properly offer help/advice when a lot of what you're writing is illegible. I appreciate English probably isn't your first language but ultimately this is an English-speaking forum.

saddist_adult · Jan 26, 2024

UnholyConfessor said: ↑

I keep seeing you make posts like this and at this point I don't know whether you're a troll or not, but it takes two minutes to reply so whatever. This is my sincere advice.

. Stop coming on here and making the same thread over and over. After a certain point you've gotten as much as you can and you're wasting everyone's time, including your own, by asking the same questions all the time. Figure out for yourself what a relapse is, you can't expect others to always be there to coddle you and your neuroses.

. If you are being serious with the stuff you're saying, seek professional help. Stop saying you're going to, and start actually doing it. Words are meaningless, focus on actions.

. I don't know where you're from but please work on your English skills. I find it very hard to understand what you're saying half the time and I imagine others have the same problem. You can't expect people to be able to properly offer help/advice when a lot of what you're writing is illegible. I appreciate English probably isn't your first language but ultimately this is an English-speaking forum.
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Great it helps a lot

saddist_adult · Jan 26, 2024

UnholyConfessor said: ↑

I keep seeing you make posts like this and at this point I don't know whether you're a troll or not, but it takes two minutes to reply so whatever. This is my sincere advice.

. Stop coming on here and making the same thread over and over. After a certain point you've gotten as much as you can and you're wasting everyone's time, including your own, by asking the same questions all the time. Figure out for yourself what a relapse is, you can't expect others to always be there to coddle you and your neuroses.

. If you are being serious with the stuff you're saying, seek professional help. Stop saying you're going to, and start actually doing it. Words are meaningless, focus on actions.

. I don't know where you're from but please work on your English skills. I find it very hard to understand what you're saying half the time and I imagine others have the same problem. You can't expect people to be able to properly offer help/advice when a lot of what you're writing is illegible. I appreciate English probably isn't your first language but ultimately this is an English-speaking forum.
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And sorry for wasting everyone's time

UnholyConfessor · Jan 26, 2024

You don't need to be sorry, you're obviously struggling, you just don't seem to be doing much to help yourself either. There's only so much this site and the people on it can offer. Don't leave the site, just adopt a better attitude.

onceaking · Jan 26, 2024

UnholyConfessor said: ↑

I find it very hard to understand what you're saying half the time and I imagine others have the same problem.
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I think his English is fine. Sure, it's not perfect but it's understandable.

saddist_adult · Jan 26, 2024

UnholyConfessor said: ↑

You don't need to be sorry, you're obviously struggling, you just don't seem to be doing much to help yourself either. There's only so much this site and the people on it can offer. Don't leave the site, just adopt a better attitude.
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Don't think i be worth staying this site after wasting everyone's time and relapsed anyways.

Btw thanks for your concern

UnholyConfessor · Jan 26, 2024

onceaking said: ↑

I think his English is fine. Sure, it's not perfect but it's understandable.
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Ironically his post in this thread is more understandable than most I've seen from him. He could still benefit from improvement - I dont say it to be rude but sometimes I have to re-read what he's written a few times to grasp exactly what he means.

nomo · Jan 26, 2024

Best of luck to you.

Life_of_Socrates_777 · Jan 27, 2024

When there is nothing else,
Where there is no one else,
When it's the end,
Call or text 988.

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