Finally. I am thinking something wrong

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Ph0enix, Aug 18, 2019.

  1. Ph0enix

    Ph0enix New Fapstronaut

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    Hello everyone

    I started watch porn since 2003 . Till yesterday if I count days that I did not watch porn in 16 years period it will come to one or two months at very best

    First I started it curious to watch . Then it was my way to recover myself from long period of no relationship. Then in relationship I still watch . Sometimes right after good sex even

    I tried before to stop . But like any addicted . I was hide some materials in another hard drive to back after two or three days

    16 years of watching porn . I don't know if it possible to recover or not . I am writing this on my first day of no porn . But I know . The real challenge will start at 3rd day

    I need help . If it possible to be helped at this point

    Thanks in advance
     
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  2. Ph0enix

    Ph0enix New Fapstronaut

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    I forgot to mention

    That this time I deleted every single material . Formatting all hard drives to prevent myself in future to restore them by any program
     
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  3. This is a innovative way of defining your issues.

    Whats your plan?
     
  4. Ph0enix

    Ph0enix New Fapstronaut

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    I don't know actually

    I rid a lot ideas on internet about being busy . Gym .... Etc

    But the moment I found myself free . Big problem

    So let me say I don't have plans. But I am determined to quit porn for good this time
     
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  5. Ph0enix

    Ph0enix New Fapstronaut

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    That's why I asked for help
     
  6. Indurian

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    It is definitely possible to recover. Start by reading as much as you can on the subject of porn addiction.
     
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  7. To say this will be the struggle of your life might be an understatement. Very few people know just how attached they are to porn, until they try to stop. It’s the hidden addiction no one wants to talk about or even admit its real.
    Glad your here you are on your way ! If you fall, get up and start again. Each time you will learn and grow
     
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