fetish about relapsing porn recovery or findom recovery accounts

since this is about compulsive sexual behaviour, I guess I don't need to give trigger warning. but trigger warning.

I won't write long. I read a post on nofap subreddit. now I realized that some findom accounts targeting nofappers and people who tries to recover from findom. since I know how hard this battle is and how painful it can be, what they are doing looked more evil to me. because I know the struggle. and the fact that it is evil sounds hot to me. some of you might not get this and some of you might get it but the more cruel a woman is, the more I am attracted to them. I always watched the most extreme femdom.

I want to use twitter search bar and see how those findom accounts try to relapse findom recovery accounts. I am afraid I won't be able to stop myself. it will be in my head for 3 months. I am like just a peek for two minutes. so that I can satisfy my curiosity even I don't have orgasm. after all, I just discovered "this new genre".I know I shouldn't. there is no possibility this can end well. I am just here writing so that maybe it can help me not to go look at my twitter search bar.

for your information, I have never done findom. I never gave any money to anyone. I am just trying to recover from porn. but same logic.

 

bro you get me wrong. I am not here to "destroy" anyone. first, I am not a findomme or onlyfans girl. I am a guy who is into femdom. and I am trying to stop masturbating for a while. and while hanging out here, I realized that some of them trying to ruin us. and that triggered sexual response in me. I don't want to act on it. nor I want to ruin other guys here. yesterday I only hang out in here and nofap subreddit. but I saw a post about onlyfans girls trying to target nofappers at that subreddit. and that triggered me. I was simply sharing my triggers.

 

I didn't read your post. because I was afraid that there can be sexual triggers in it.

 

no worries man. I didn't blame you nor I said you are trying to trigger me. I also didn't want to be rude, but I am trying to stay away from things that can trigger me.