Femedom Humiliation Addiction

Hi everyone,
I hope everyone is acing thier nofap journey.
I am 21 atm
So, I had been addicted to femedom porn for around 5 years and normal porn for around 7 years. I have had streaks such as 45 days, 82 days etc in the past, but I relapsed and got back into it. I normally binged watched porn( 3-4 sessions spanning an hour in 2 days and masturbating around 6-8 times). Then, I got into exhaustion for around a week or 10 days and it continued.
Now, from last 6.5 months, I have been keeping control of my relapses. I have had 10 such sessions in the last 6.5 months. My largest stream in these months was 35 days but I fell back to porn due to an issue in life. I am currently at day 42. It is going great, as I started with positive affirmations. Let suppose, a thought was coming to my mind that I want to be dominated by such and girl. I kind of shouted at myself for thinking this, " Why? Am I lesser human? I would have talks with her on equal footings etc.

However, recently I feel that my progress has slowed down a bit, despite I do not have considerable urges to get into this. My brain has kind of understood that it won't get femedom porn straight away. So, it tries to make me make certain humiliation scenarios in mind, which will eventually lead me to porn. However, I am able to avoid it with the grace of God.
I will get married in around an year or 2 too, and I was unsure about PIED. However, morning Woods are stronger and spontaneous elections without any arousal lasts for minutes. Before that, I use to lose an erection as soon as I switched tabs on femedom porn