So today I relapsed because the cravings were hitting hard but for the past 44 days I had no craving at all until today when I first MO i felt like doing it again to porn but didn't want to because of fear of binging but I failed so I watched born but after that I felt disgusted and I felt like I never want to watch a naked woman ever again or porn it just felt like a total turn off Lol is it due to me abstaining from it for a long time? I also felt like useless because I relapsed but motivated because I saw myself in the mirror and observed my physical changes that I got from my superpowers so I told myself that I need to keep going
I just relapsed at 65 days. That was my 1st release. Felt really bad. Read a post that said that was great progress. Today feeling good. Back on track. So Reset and hang in there. 44 days is better than you were doing... correct?
