Hello evreyone i went 200 days on semen retention i reset my streak because of peaking over 2 weeks i been struggling with peeking and times i would watch porn not masturbate i never fully gave in prayed allot im now 2 days peek free sometimes i feel like loser failure depressed because i peeked for so long i went 2019 to 2020 september 303 days hardmode this time seccond time i feel bad tough i never fapped one thing im proud of my self sorry for my bad English
Don't beat yourself up my dude! We all have ups and downs. It's a struggle! But the important thing is that you are trying. Keep it up
Thank you for your encourgment i never fapped during this time i am practicing semen retention i think semen retention wise i would not lose that much benefits i had some small precum wen i peeked porn over 1 week i never touched my self
the first the first week i peak at women nude glance peak just 5 seconds i got wet dream afterwards felt misserable peaked again other wet dream 2 days no wet dream third one felt like succubus dream i believe in things like that so after that third dream i felt misserable weak zero motivation from peeking i start watching porn go back old habits i never fapped for a whole week and even then sometimes i would peek one day i really got allot urges i wanted to give up start crying worst urge of my life i didnt give up i decided from that moment i will never peak no more tough i never fapped there was still guilt i know if i fap to pornography it would get worse i would fap 5 times a day maybe end up in mental hospital still feel empy like i trown away 2 good streaks first time i went 303 days hardmode no sex peeking seccond time 200 days hardmode sorry for my bad English
