Falling back to MO

HI,

I was here at this forum, some 4 months back at the height of my PMO disease. A lot of good people here helped me to recover my long years of PMO. Now I am not able to control myself.

I am sexually inactive person as I am in a long distance relationship and the last time I was sexual with my then girlfriend (now my wife) was in March. Even though we married after that, we did not sleep together and she left to her native place for work while I am stuck here. We are planning our first meet after marriage and honeymoon in December.

It was in March when I tried to have sex that I found out that I had PIED and found this website in the following days during my research. I tried several times to come clean... Mostly able to resist myself for about a month or so. Lately, I was successful for the past 3 month where I have been clean.

I do regular video chats for long hours with my wife. Which makes me aroused all the time. But I do not touch my penis during that time and resist the urge. But lately since about 2 weeks, I am having a different type of sensation at my groin region and I urge my wife a lot. As she also urges me, we have a lot of sexual talks during the video chats which causes for me to be very aroused and hard. This has caused me to M while talking to my wife recently for the past 2 weeks. And today we went a little overboard and I MOed while video chatting with my wife.

Now I am concerned that this might hinder my progress towards my fight against PIED. I have failed in March and now I am concerned regarding our next meet in December.

Will this be considered as a relapse? I dont have urges towards P now. But I urge for O which makes me to MO watching my wife. Somebody please advise what shall I do.