I’m at the end of week 2 (it’s usually when I relapse), so the urges are stronger and stronger, and i can’t help thinking about sex, and old porn scene. I try to picture myself in a perfect place when I have those thoughts and it works pretty well. But now I have like headaches just as if my head was in a fog. Do you think it’s linked to my recovery? Cause I can’t remember having those on previous tries... Anyway, keep up bros !
This is when I started to realize how much P had messed me up: for all my adult life I literally never got headaches (other than hangovers)... until I quit P. It has been by far my biggest withdrawal symptom. What's interesting is that more recently, when I start slipping back there, I also get headaches. Even if the stimulus is now no longer hardcore P but P-subs like bikini or fitness girls. So that's actually now a deterrent to relapsing, which is good.