I feel like relapsing is better than holding your urges for long periods of time. It looks like I am making an excuse to relapse but, what are your thoughts bros. Btw, I already relapsed hahaha.
I mean if you can't hold it anymore, is it better to just let it all go rather than fooling yourself that you are not gonna relapse.
This thread is pretty relevant: https://www.nofap.com/forum/index.php?threads/edging-vs-just-finishing-it.121963/